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What if the story you lived through was waiting for you to write it—just as you are, not ten years from now?

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The story of recovery.

Of finding the woman within myself.

Of my past life remembered through dreams and visions.

Of the fierce and subtle current that changed everything: Buddhist teachings, Namkhas, and the thread of destiny I never expected to follow.

It’s all being written now.

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I’ve wanted to be a writer for a long time. It began in Russia—I wrote two books in Russian about my healing journey. But back then, I didn’t know the story wasn’t finished.

For years I believed I needed ten more years to perfect my English before I could write in it.

But it wasn’t true. The story is ready now. It’s been waiting for me.

And it was one of my students who reminded me of that.

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I’m writing “Where the Wind Remembers Me” — an autobiographical novel about collapse, transformation, and the path out of silence and misery.

A story of disorder, escape from Russia and liberation.

A quarter of it is already written.

Simon Weiss has created the cover… and the process continues.

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I’ll be sharing fragments, insights, and moments from the writing journey in the weeks ahead.